The elevator stopped on eight, but no one got in. We just stood there—me, my beagle puppy, and two strangers avoiding eye contact. I glanced down and noticed the puddle near his paw. My heart DROPPED. I muttered an apology, but then the man beside me leaned in and said, “It’s okay. Actually, this reminds me of…”

I wasn’t sure what to make of it. I had been in this elevator plenty of times, but today felt different—maybe it was the puppy, who was still learning about potty training, or maybe it was the silence. The two strangers didn’t seem like the chatting type, so when he spoke, I almost jumped.

His voice was soft, friendly, but his eyes seemed distant as if he was seeing something far off in his mind. He didn’t look angry. In fact, he looked almost nostalgic, like he wasn’t really present here with us. I glanced over at the woman beside him. She was staring straight ahead, her arms crossed tightly across her chest. Her face was unreadable, a mixture of annoyance and indifference. She didn’t seem like the type who’d be interested in his reminiscence.

The man paused for a moment, and I felt the air in the elevator shift, thick with unspoken words. My puppy, now seemingly oblivious to the situation, stretched and yawned, causing another puddle to form. I barely noticed as the man continued, “This reminds me of when my own dog was a pup. It was the first time I took him on the elevator. A bit of a disaster, I’ll admit.”

I couldn’t help but smile at the memory he shared. “What happened?” I asked, my voice a little more curious now.

The man chuckled. “It was a Saturday morning. We were moving into this building. My dog, a big lab, was still getting used to the city, and he had this thing about elevators. He was fine with them at first, but then one day, he peed all over the floor just like that.”

I glanced down again at my puppy, who now seemed to be considering whether it was a good idea to lay down in his puddle. “Sounds like something mine would do.”

The man smiled, and for a moment, I thought he might be done talking. But then he spoke again, the words slipping out like a secret he hadn’t intended to share. “My dog… he passed away a couple of years ago. Cancer. It happened fast.”

The words hung in the air. His voice was soft, almost a whisper, but they hit me hard. I had lost a dog of my own a while ago, a golden retriever named Max. I didn’t expect to feel so raw in an elevator with strangers. But I did.

“I’m sorry,” I said, unsure of what else to say.

The woman beside him shifted slightly, her arms loosening as she glanced at him. It seemed like she had been trying to avoid engaging, but maybe the story had opened a door for her. “You never forget them, do you?” she said quietly, her voice betraying a softness I hadn’t noticed before.

The man shook his head. “No, you don’t. It’s like they leave a part of themselves behind with you.”

The elevator dinged as it reached another floor, but no one moved to get off. The moment felt suspended in time, like we were all hovering in this shared space between floors, not really strangers but not quite familiar either.

I glanced down at my puppy again, who was still obliviously playing with his tail, and I felt a pang in my chest. The truth was, I didn’t know how to do this—how to move forward, how to grieve, how to take care of myself after Max had passed. I was still sorting through the feelings. My puppy, as sweet as he was, couldn’t fill the gap. Maybe that was why I was so sensitive to every little mess, every little mistake he made.

The woman spoke again, breaking my thoughts. “I think the hardest part is when they’re gone, and you’re left with the empty spaces. The little things, like the way they curl up by your feet or nudge you when they want to play.”

I nodded, feeling the familiar ache in my chest. I hadn’t realized how much I missed those small moments until now. The empty spaces weren’t just physical. They were emotional too, and they lingered, even now.

“I had a cat,” the man said suddenly, his voice light, as if he was trying to shift the mood. “He was this wild thing, full of personality. I remember the first time he jumped into my lap—he just hopped up there like he belonged, and I never really had the heart to tell him he was too big for my lap.”

I smiled at the thought of a mischievous cat, imagining the feeling of having something so spontaneous and full of life around. “Sounds like a good companion,” I said, my voice a little lighter now.

“Yeah, he was,” he said, his eyes softening as he spoke. “Animals… they just have this way of making you realize that you can’t control everything. You can’t control how long they stay, or even what they do sometimes. But they’re there, and that’s enough.”

The elevator began to slow, signaling our stop. The woman stepped forward, and as the door opened, she paused. She turned back, meeting the man’s eyes for the first time during the entire ride.

“I know it’s hard,” she said quietly, “but you have to let yourself grieve. It’s okay to miss them.”

The man gave a tight smile, his eyes glistening with unspoken emotions. “Thanks. I think I needed to hear that.”

As the doors opened, they both stepped off without another word. I watched them go, still holding the leash of my puppy, who had now moved on from his earlier mess and was sniffing around the corner.

The air felt different now, as though something had shifted in me too. It wasn’t just about my puppy or their dogs. It was about how we all hold on to little pieces of our lives, our memories, and the things we love. It’s easy to hide behind distractions, to ignore the pain, but sometimes, we need to let ourselves feel it. It’s part of the process of moving forward.

I glanced down at my puppy, who was still sniffing the corner. He looked up at me, his brown eyes wide and full of innocence. And for a moment, I realized that maybe I didn’t need to have it all figured out. Maybe all I needed to do was let him be a part of my life, mess and all, and learn to embrace the imperfections along the way.

As I stepped off the elevator on the next floor, I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. It wasn’t that everything was perfect. It wasn’t that I had all the answers. But I felt a little more open to the idea that it was okay to let go of the things that hurt. It was okay to grieve, to miss, to remember. And it was okay to start anew, to make new memories.

Sometimes, life doesn’t give us the closure we expect. But maybe, that’s because it’s not about finding closure at all. It’s about learning to live with the memories, letting them shape us into who we’re meant to become.

I left the building that day with a new perspective, my puppy happily trotting by my side, and a heart a little lighter than when I’d entered.

It’s not about forgetting what we’ve lost. It’s about learning to carry it with us, in a way that allows us to move forward, one step at a time.

If you’ve ever felt like this—like you’re stuck between holding on and letting go—remember this: it’s okay to take your time. It’s okay to miss them. And one day, you’ll find the strength to move forward, carrying the memories with you, in a way that makes you stronger.

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