The first wreck came fast—maybe ten minutes in. Dust everywhere. I sprinted down the track with the defibrillator thumping against my spine.

But the rider was already sitting up. Bloody lip, dazed, laughing. Just bruises. I checked him out, gave the all-clear.

Then he looked me dead in the eye and said, “You’re Alina, right?”

I froze.

He pulled off his helmet. And suddenly I was staring into a face I hadn’t seen in almost twenty years.

Marc.

The guy my sister married.

The guy who vanished six months after her funeral.

“I didn’t know you’d be here,” he said.

I couldn’t breathe. I barely even blinked, because if I did, I might’ve imagined him all over again. But there he was, sitting in the dust, a little older, a little rougher, but undeniably the same.

I stumbled back a step, my heart hammering in my chest.

“Marc? Is it really you?” I asked, though I already knew the answer.

He nodded, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. “I didn’t expect to run into you here, but you were the first medic I saw when I went down.”

I shook my head, disoriented, not sure what to say. He’d disappeared from our lives—my life—years ago. My sister, Luciana, had loved him. When she died, he just… left. No goodbye. No explanation.

“Where… where have you been?” I finally managed to ask, the words feeling like a weight in my chest.

Marc looked away, his jaw tight. He didn’t say anything at first, just adjusted his gear as if it could somehow shield him from my stare.

“I couldn’t handle it,” he muttered finally. “Luciana’s death… it broke me. I didn’t know how to stay, you know? I just—” His voice cracked, and he stopped talking, his eyes looking somewhere far off, lost.

I didn’t know how to respond. My mind was spinning, memories flooding back: Luciana’s laughter, her smile, and the way she’d looked at Marc like he was everything. The way she’d poured all her love into him, and how he’d just… disappeared after she was gone. No phone call. No letter. He left her—left me—alone with the grief. I hated him for that.

But looking at him now, something in his face… it twisted in a way that made me feel a pang of sympathy. He wasn’t the confident, cocky guy I’d once known. He looked broken, just like the rest of us.

“Why now?” I asked. “Why come back? After everything?”

Marc’s eyes met mine again, this time with a deeper pain in them. “I… I don’t have a good answer for that. I never did. But I’ve been trying to figure things out, Alina. I’ve been running from my mistakes for a long time. And I think I might be ready to face them. To… try and make things right.”

My stomach turned. Make things right? How was he going to do that? How could anyone ever make things right after what he’d done?

I opened my mouth to say something, but the race marshal was waving at me from across the track, signaling for me to get back to my post. I needed to focus. I couldn’t let him get to me, not like this.

“I have to go,” I said, my voice cold, and I turned away from him, running back to my station.

But Marc didn’t leave. He stood there, watching me, his expression a mix of regret and guilt. It made my heart ache in a way I wasn’t ready for.

The rest of the race blurred by in a haze. I focused on the riders, on the job I had to do, but every time I glanced up, I caught Marc out of the corner of my eye. He was always there, just on the edge of my vision, like a shadow I couldn’t shake off.

I tried to push him out of my mind. It wasn’t that I wanted to forgive him. No. I wasn’t ready for that. I wasn’t even sure I ever would be. But part of me still couldn’t understand why he came back now. Why after all this time, after everything he had put us through, he would suddenly show up at a dirt bike race of all places.

The crash that came next was the worst of the day. It was a high-speed wipeout. One of the riders clipped the edge of a rock and went flying. I sprinted toward him, the adrenaline kicking in, the defibrillator pounding against my ribs.

But I wasn’t the first one to reach him.

It was Marc. He was already kneeling beside the injured rider, his hands steady, his voice calm as he checked the man’s pulse and applied pressure to a gash on his leg. For a moment, I just stood there, watching him. Watching how he moved, how he was calm and focused. He was a natural at this. He was the kind of person I remembered him being before everything fell apart.

When the paramedics arrived, Marc stepped back. He looked at me, his face unreadable, but for the first time since I saw him again, he didn’t look like he was hiding something.

“Thanks,” I said, my voice quieter than usual.

Marc gave a small nod. “It’s the least I could do.”

We stood there for a moment, a fragile silence between us. Then he spoke again.

“I’m sorry, Alina. For what I did. For how I left. For everything.” His voice was raw, and for the first time, I heard the pain in it.

I met his gaze, and my throat tightened. I wanted to tell him everything. I wanted to yell at him for abandoning us, for leaving me alone to deal with my sister’s death. I wanted to let out all the anger and sadness I’d carried for so long. But I couldn’t. It was like something inside of me was breaking, but not in the way I expected.

“I don’t know if I can forgive you,” I said finally, my voice barely a whisper.

Marc’s face fell. “I don’t expect you to. I don’t deserve it.”

And for the first time in years, I didn’t feel angry anymore. I just… felt tired. Tired of carrying that anger around. Tired of letting it control me.

The race ended, and people began packing up, but I couldn’t leave yet. I stood by the track for a long time, looking at the empty stretch of dirt, letting the last of the tension slip out of me.

Marc found me again before I could leave. He was standing a few feet away, watching me.

“Alina, I’ve been thinking,” he said. “I know I can’t change the past, but if you ever want to talk, if you ever need someone to listen, I’ll be here.”

I looked at him, unsure of what to say. My mind was still a mess of conflicting emotions. But deep down, something inside of me told me to listen. To give him a chance to prove himself, not for me, but for the memory of Luciana.

“I don’t know,” I said slowly, “but maybe one day.”

Marc nodded, and for a moment, we just stood there in the silence of the setting sun, two people broken by the same tragedy, standing on the edge of something neither of us knew how to fix.

I didn’t talk to Marc again for a long time. But that night, when I lay in bed, I found myself thinking about everything he had said. About the way he had come back, how he had tried to make things right, even if it wasn’t enough.

A part of me wanted to reach out, to offer him the chance for redemption. But another part of me wanted to keep holding on to the pain. I realized something then. Sometimes, we hold on to our anger because it’s all we have left. And sometimes, letting go doesn’t mean forgiving—it means freeing yourself from the weight of carrying it all.

A few months later, I ran into Marc again. This time, I didn’t freeze. I didn’t turn away. I simply walked up to him, took a deep breath, and said, “How about that talk?”

Marc’s face lit up, and for the first time, it felt like the beginning of something new—not perfect, but real.

Sometimes, the people who hurt us the most are the ones who need the most forgiveness—not because they deserve it, but because we do.

If you’re holding on to something that’s weighing you down, consider letting it go. You don’t have to forgive, but maybe you can free yourself from the past. It’s the first step toward healing.

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