I asked a guy if I could kiss him, he said yes. I did. It was great. But then we just parted ways naturally. Three days later, this man calls me in a shocked state and asks, โDid youโฆ did you feel that too?โ
I was sitting on my couch in pajamas, leftover pasta in one hand, phone in the other. โFeel what?โ I asked, trying to remember if Iโd accidentally shocked him with static electricity or something.
He was breathing fast like heโd just run somewhere. โThe kiss. It wasnโt just me, was it? That feltโฆ I donโt know. Different.โ
That caught me off guard. Because yes, it had felt different. But I hadnโt dared admit it, not even to myself. Weโd met at a friendโs backyard BBQ. He wasnโt the kind of guy who filled up a room โ more the kind who stood just outside the center, observing quietly, bottle of cider in hand.
His name was Mateo. He asked me about the book I was reading when most people just gave me a polite nod and walked by. Weโd ended up sitting under a string of fairy lights, talking about childhood regrets and favorite types of rain.
And then, I kissed him.
He hadnโt flinched or leaned away. He kissed me back, gentle but sure. No pressure, no games. Afterward, we both smiled like we shared a little secret. Then we said goodnight and went our separate ways like something that doesnโt need chasing.
But now, three days later, he was calling me with a voice full of question marks.
โI donโt usually do things like that,โ he said. โLet people in like that. Butโฆ I couldnโt stop thinking about it. About you.โ
I looked down at the pasta in my hand and suddenly felt stupidly underdressed for the conversation. โYeah. Same,โ I admitted.
There was silence for a few seconds. Then he asked, โCan we meet again?โ
We agreed on a Sunday afternoon walk. Nothing big. Just a stroll at the old train park downtown, where kids ran wild and old men played chess under the trees.
When I saw him again, he looked the same but different. Maybe because I now knew heโd been thinking of me too. Maybe because we were both standing there not pretending anymore.
We didnโt kiss that day. We just walked, laughed at a squirrel stealing someoneโs sandwich, and shared a bag of warm cinnamon almonds from a street vendor. It felt oddly comfortable, like weโd known each other a long time. Like the kiss had woken something up we didnโt even know was sleeping.
Over the next few weeks, we kept things easy. Coffee, walks, long texts at midnight. Nothing official. No labels. But it was clear we were circling something real.
Then came the twist.
One evening, we were sitting at his kitchen table, playing a dumb card game where the loser had to do silly dares. I lost and had to read aloud one of my teenage diary entries. Mateo laughed so hard he cried. I threatened to leave but stayed.
He lost the next round. His dare? โShow me a secret.โ
He grew quiet. Real quiet. Then he stood, walked to his bedroom, and came back holding a small wooden box. Inside were old letters. Some were folded with care, others crumpled like theyโd been opened a hundred times.
โTheyโre from my dad,โ he said. โHe left when I was ten. Wrote me letters instead of showing up. I never told anyone about these.โ
I felt the shift in the air. Like the room was suddenly listening in.
โWhy now?โ I asked.
He met my eyes. โBecause I want to be honest with you. And because that kissโฆ it made me feel like I wasnโt invisible anymore.โ
I didnโt say anything. I just reached over and held his hand. And that silence said more than words ever could.
A few days later, we made things official. Nothing flashy. Just a soft, smiling agreement over pancakes that โyeah, this is a thing now.โ
And it was good. It was better than good. We didnโt post much on social media. No couple-y photo dumps. We just lived in it, quietly, steadily, like something we both knew how to take care of.
But then came the second twist.
One evening, Mateo called me. His voice was tight. โHey. Umโฆ weird thing happened.โ
โOkayโฆโ I said slowly.
โSomeone left a note on my car windshield. It said, โShe deserves the truth. You both do.โโ
โWhat?โ I blinked. โIs this a prank?โ
โThatโs what I thought. But then today, I got another one. It was taped to my locker at the gym.โ
โDo you think itโs about me?โ I asked, already feeling a strange knot in my stomach.
โI donโt know. But I think itโs time I told you something else.โ
My pulse picked up. โWhat?โ
โI used to be engaged. Two years ago.โ
I waited. That wasnโt a crime.
โIt ended badly. She cheated. I left. But there wasโฆ fallout. Her family didnโt take it well. One of her cousins got weirdly involved. Started following me around, saying I ruined her life. I got a restraining order eventually.โ
I leaned back on my couch, phone pressed to my ear.
โWhy didnโt you tell me this before?โ
โI was scared it would make you think I was damaged. Or dangerous. Or justโฆ complicated.โ
โI like complicated,โ I said softly. โAs long as itโs honest.โ
He let out a breath, like heโd been holding it in for weeks.
After that, things settled down. No more notes. We half-laughed it off, though sometimes Iโd catch him checking behind his shoulder in crowded places. Whatever that chapter had been, it had clearly left a mark.
Months passed. Life continued. We met each otherโs families. I made him homemade soup when he got sick. He learned how to braid my hair when I broke my wrist. It wasnโt perfect, but it was real.
Then, almost a year after that first kiss, something strange happened again.
We were at another BBQ โ the same friend, same backyard, almost like a rerun. Only this time, we were holding hands.
A woman approached us. Early thirties. Sharp eyes. She didnโt smile.
โMateo,โ she said. โWow. Long time.โ
I felt his body go still.
โHey, Clara,โ he said cautiously.
Clara turned to me. โSo youโre the one. The one who fixed him.โ
I blinked. โIโฆ I donโt know about that.โ
She gave a dry laugh. โFunny. He used to say that about me.โ
There was tension. That invisible wire between two people who share too much history.
โIโm happy for you,โ she said finally, though it didnโt sound like she meant it. Then she walked off.
Later, I found Mateo sitting alone on the porch steps, watching the sky turn orange.
โAre you okay?โ I asked, sitting beside him.
He nodded slowly. โYeah. It just reminded me of how far Iโve come. Of how stuck I used to be.โ
I nudged his shoulder. โYouโre not stuck anymore.โ
โNo,โ he said, turning to look at me. โIโm not.โ
Six months later, he proposed. Not with a big speech or fancy setup. Just the two of us, eating cereal on the floor after moving into a new apartment.
โMarry me?โ he said, holding out a spoon instead of a ring.
I laughed. โIs this my proposal or are you just handing me the last bite?โ
โBoth,โ he grinned.
I said yes.
The wedding was small. Backyard, fairy lights, cinnamon almonds in little jars. And yes โ the same friend hosted.
But hereโs the final twist.
After the wedding, I got a message. An anonymous email with no subject line. It just said:
โI saw you kiss him that night. I didnโt think much of it. But now I see what it meant. You saved him. Thank you.โ
There was no signature. No hint of who it was from. Just a quiet note from someone whoโd clearly been watching โ not in a creepy way, but maybe in a caring one. A cousin, a neighbor, a friend from the past.
I never found out who sent it.
And honestly? I didnโt need to.
Some things are just meant to unfold without explanation.
Sometimes, one kiss can open a door neither of you knew was locked.
Sometimes, the person you barely know becomes the one who holds your worst memories with gentle hands โ not to fix them, but to say, โI see you. Still, youโre worth loving.โ
And sometimes, life gives you a second chance. Not with the same person โ but with the same heart, this time ready.
If thereโs one thing Iโve learned, itโs this: Be brave enough to ask for the kiss. But braver still to ask what comes after.
Love doesnโt always arrive with fireworks. Sometimes, it walks in quietly, sits beside you, and stays.
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