I saw him every Thursday on that same bench, always in the red sweater, always alone. I thought he was asleep until I noticed his hand trembling over the zipper of his bag. When I offered help, he looked up, eyes wet, and said, โThey told me to bring it today.โ I asked what, and he whispered, โThe letter.โ His voice was shaky, and he couldnโt meet my eyes.
At first, I didnโt think much of it. I was just another commuter on my way to work, rushing through the park to catch the train. But there was something about him that lingered in my mindโsomething almost tragic about the way he sat there, waiting, hoping for something. Maybe it was the way the winter sun caught the red of his sweater, or how his fingers seemed to tremble even when they were still.
I made it a habit to walk by him each week. A small nod, a quick smile, and sometimes, Iโd sit on the bench next to him for a moment, just to break the silence. Heโd always be there, looking lost in his thoughts, his hands fidgeting with the contents of his bag.
That day, though, when I offered help, it felt different. His reactionโhis vulnerabilityโcaught me off guard. I tried to brush it off as a passing moment of weakness, but it stuck with me. The following week, I didnโt see him. I assumed he had simply stopped coming. But when I returned the next Thursday, he was there again.
“Did you bring it?” I asked before I could even think.
He nodded, his eyes darting down to the bag at his side. “I did. I have it here.”
There was something almost sacred in the way he said it. Like the letter was the most important thing in the world, but also the most dangerous.
I sat down beside him, trying not to invade his space, but my curiosity got the better of me. โWhy do they want you to bring it?โ
He hesitated, his face shadowed with worry. โThey told me I had to. I have to make sure itโs delivered.โ
โDelivered to who?โ I asked, my voice soft.
He looked at me, his eyes wide and fearful. โI donโt know. But it has to be given to the right person. Otherwise… they wonโt let me go.โ
I didnโt understand. Was he talking about a letter for a loved one? Or was this something more complicated? But before I could ask another question, he quickly grabbed his bag and stood up, his movements frantic.
โI have to go. Iโm late. Theyโll be waiting,โ he muttered, more to himself than to me.
I watched as he hurried away, the tremble in his hand still there, his fingers clenching around the strap of his bag. His pace quickened until he disappeared into the crowd. I sat there for a long time, trying to piece together what had just happened. There was something about that letter, something hidden beneath the surface, but I couldnโt figure it out.
The next Thursday came and went without a sign of him. A part of me was relievedโI didnโt have to deal with whatever was going on in his life. But another part of me felt a pang of guilt, like I shouldโve done something more. I had offered help, but maybe I had backed off too soon. I didn’t want to be that person who just watches from the sidelines.
Then, just as I had almost convinced myself that Iโd never see him again, he returned the following week.
I spotted him from a distance, sitting on the bench, looking more worn than I remembered. His red sweater was now frayed at the edges, and his bag looked heavier than before. He was gripping it tightly, like it was a lifeline.
Without thinking, I approached him. โYouโre here again. What happened? Did you give it to them?โ
His gaze met mine, but there was no recognition in his eyes. It was like he was seeing me for the first time, but something elseโsomething darkerโwas lurking there.
โTheyโre still waiting,โ he said quietly, almost as if he was telling me a secret he wasnโt supposed to share. โThey told me I failed. They told me I wasnโt ready.โ
โReady for what?โ I asked, my voice softening.
His lips trembled as he clutched the bag to his chest. โThey said if I donโt do this right, theyโll take everything away. Everything Iโve worked for. Everything Iโve…โ
His voice trailed off, and I could see the panic rising in him again. It wasnโt just fear anymoreโit was desperation. And it was heartbreaking.
โWhatโs in the letter, really?โ I asked, leaning closer, my heart pounding with concern.
He shook his head violently. โI canโt tell you. I canโt trust anyone. Theyโll know.โ He looked around nervously, as if someone might be watching us from the shadows. โI have to deliver it. Itโs my only choice.โ
I felt a chill in the air, and I realized how much he was burdened by whatever this was. This wasnโt a simple letterโit was something that held his life in balance. Something he couldnโt escape, no matter how hard he tried.
Then, as I sat there, I had a thought. What if I could help him? What if, instead of staying on the sidelines, I could be the person who helped him find his way out of this mess?
โLet me help,โ I said, my voice firm.
He looked at me, his eyes wide. โYou donโt understand. You canโt help me.โ
โI might not understand everything, but I want to. Iโll listen. Iโll help however I can. You donโt have to do this alone.โ
For a long time, he didnโt respond. His eyes were locked on mine, and I could see the internal struggle in him. The weight of whatever he was carrying was unbearable.
Finally, he let out a sigh and placed the bag on the ground between us. He unzipped it slowly, almost ceremoniously, as if revealing a treasure. My heart skipped a beat when I saw what was inside.
It wasnโt a letter at all.
Inside the bag was a small, worn-out notebook. Its pages were filled with scribblesโfrantic, disjointed thoughts that didnโt make any sense. But as I flipped through the pages, I could make out words that seemed familiar.
Names. Dates. Places. And then there was a single sentence, written over and over again in different ways: โTheyโre watching me.โ
My heart sank. I understood now. He wasnโt running from a simple delivery. He was trapped in something much bigger. A game, a manipulation. Whoever โtheyโ were, they had orchestrated this whole thing, feeding him lies, filling his head with paranoia, controlling him through fear.
โThis is what they wanted me to bring,โ he whispered. โThey wanted me to deliver the message. But itโs not real. None of it is real.โ
His eyes were filled with confusion and guilt. It was like he had finally seen the truth but couldnโt believe it.
โYouโve been tricked,โ I said softly, my heart aching for him. โThis isnโt your fault. You donโt have to keep running.โ
โBut Iโฆโ he trailed off, shaking his head. โI donโt know what to do anymore. Iโve lost everything. Theyโll come for me.โ
โNo oneโs coming for you,โ I reassured him, placing a hand on his shoulder. โYouโre free. You can walk away.โ
He looked at me like I was speaking another language. For a moment, I thought he might not believe me. But then, as if a weight had lifted from his shoulders, he started to relax. The tension in his body started to fade.
โI donโt know if I can,โ he whispered.
โYou can,โ I said firmly, pulling the notebook from his hands. โAnd weโll make sure it stays in the past, where it belongs.โ
He nodded slowly, his eyes slowly filling with a kind of relief I hadnโt seen before.
As we sat there on the bench, the sun started to set. The park had emptied out, and it was just the two of us. I knew I couldnโt change everything, but at least for today, I had given him a chance to be free.
We got up, and I helped him pack his things, his fingers no longer trembling. For the first time in a long while, he smiledโgenuine, unguarded.
โI donโt know how to thank you,โ he said.
โYou donโt have to,โ I replied. โJust remember that thereโs always a way out, even when it seems like thereโs none.โ
As we walked away, I realized something important. Life can trap us in ways we donโt see comingโthrough fear, lies, and manipulation. But sometimes, all it takes is one person to show you that you have the power to break free.
And no matter how difficult it may seem, youโre never truly alone. You just need to reach out.




